Yeah, I know, I have not been updating regularly. Now when I come home its "bathe, eat, study". Although I dont really study 100% of the time I have on my hands, I do try to keep up with the chapters.

Just realised the teacher counted the marks of my test paper wrongly. In the end he went 6 marks overshot. From a pass to a fail. I felt so confident that I could pass my tests if I tried. So my confidence kinda went down. Later found out that I failed my english mid-term and Science mid-term. I got so dejected I was tempted to go to Jon's quiet place to have a good cry. Tears were already welling up when I told Xiu Feng I failed. She kept saying "dont cry, dont cry", but little did she know that few words made me feel worse. One or two tears was all I allowed to fall out of my eye. Decided to change everything in the end-year. Beaver kinda thought the study skills had totally no effect on us even though it was very good. I looked down when he say that, trying not to give him the glare I usually reserved for idiots like.. Okay, never mind. Shush.

So.. Gotta go then. Have to update my other diary then its tv.. I'm giving myself a break. From what, dont ask me. I have been studying but I dont have anything to show for it. But a jump from a 10/50 to a 45/100 made Mr Pang quite proud I guess. I just hope I can pass next time.